June 2012
2 posts
everything has fallen into place.
He loved her in a distant kind of way, the same way the sun heats the Earth. If she were to disappear completely, he knew through pure logic that it would have no great, disastrous effect on him. He would not cease to be; he would not stop breathing; his heart would not stop beating; the world would not stop spinning. The sun would keep shining, radiating heat, if the Earth were not there. On a...
May 2012
2 posts
I cherish every moment with you, you have my heart.
April 2012
7 posts
Who did you last have over your house, why were they there? dorm, and nishi is currently here.
What was the last thing to piss you off? tori being a stupid hoe, and madi being a crazy bitch.
Recently, who in your house has gotten on your nerves the most? dorm, madi, my roommate who took pictures of illegal things in my closet and turned it in.
What all has pissed you off today, if anything at...
vent.
why are you so disgusting. stop popping his pimples, and squeezing puss out of his toes. he is a big boy, he can cut his own toe nails.
your voice makes me want to jump out the window.
stop eating other peoples bars. stop making out in front of everyone. and smacking your lips so loudly that the neighbors can hear. stop letting your boyfriend sleep over every. single. night.
also, you’re...
Words.
Hearing I love you. So amazing.
I wish I could explain my shit show of a life.
It’s so. Almost. Perfect. But still so far from it. And I’m not quite sure where it’s headed. Right now we’re just stuck.
But I’m too happy with the moments I get to let it go.
I am in love with his mother.
What a remarkable person.
I’m incredibly lucky.
I like to watch things progress. To just observe them as they build up into something very real. I like to watch them become so real, so serious, so involved, and still not have a name.
It’s an interesting phenomenon. To just watch, ignoring where you both know you’re headed. And to let it...
March 2012
11 posts
How You Know →
You want to travel with them. You want to see what they’re like going through airport security, on planes, in strange countries. You want to meet their families and charm them to pieces. You want to nestle into their childhood beds and look around in the dark at all their old posters. You want to see all the embarrassing photos of them with braces and socks pulled up mid-calf. You want to hear...
Sometimes, I think I’m okay.
But then I remember I’m in love with you.
And it overwhelms me.
procrastinating because I'm too sad to do work.
Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? i do think they meant it. which makes this situation much more complicated.
Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? yep. makes sense to do so.
When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? currently.
Would you ever smile at a stranger? yeppers.
Is there someone mad because you’re...
February 2012
15 posts
“i’m going to love you soft and love you sweet
i can feel your heartbeat...”
when all you want,
is to be with someone, but you can’t be.
you can’t be theirs and they don’t belong to you.
but when you’re next to them, you can see it in their eyes.
and thats what hurts the most. that its there, and you can’t have it.
you can see it, but can’t reach it.
you can feel it. but you can’t have it.
:you’re full of compliments today.
:you’re full of beauty today.
What I hate the most
Is thinking I messed everything up for myself. And I probably did somewhere along the way. But then I realize that even if I made different choices, I still wouldn’t have what I am looking for.
It doesn’t matter how much you think you know someone. You can never know someone well enough. You can believe with all your heart that you know someone, and it can all change in a split second...
Watch me pretend not to care.
i wish life were easier. i wish i knew what you wanted. i wish you made sense. i wish we wanted the same things. i wish you would be straight forward. i wish i weren’t attached to you already. i wish i were as heartless as i pretend to be. i wish i didn’t have feelings. i wish i didn’t have worries. i wish it were easier to act like i don’t care. i wish i didn’t care.
January 2012
16 posts
ooooooh my goodness venting needed.
first of all, someone please define: relationship, for me. seriously, comment on this very post. and tell me.
second of all, i am so tired of hearing people smacking lips all damn day. would it kill you to class it up, just a little bit? you do not have to be all over each other every second of the day, in the presence of other people. its obnoxious. and...
“Maybe there’s something you’re afraid to say, or someone you’re afraid to love,...”
– Will Grayson, Will Grayson (via onalighterrnote)
and why are we so damn happy together. makes me forget the things that make me worry about you.
i still don’t have a definition.
ramblerambleramble
why can’t i have one, solid, good weekend anymore? why can’t things just stay uncomplicated? i don’t think thats a word. why can’t i stay satisfied with what i have? why do i always want more? why can’t you give me more? what are you afraid of?
why don’t you make sense? why can’t i understand? why are you afraid of the words? why do you say things that...
should be studying.
haven’t done this since the myspace days.
How is your hair looking? wavy. air dried. with feathers.
Do you like your mobile phone? love.
Do you have make-up on? nope.
When you’re bored in class, what do you usually do? think. a lot.
or pay attention. depends on what class im in.
Do you think you permanently affected someone emotionally? yep.
Did someone affect you emotionally? of...
?
What do you do when you don’t know what to do?
Serious question.
“I’m in love with you, and I’m not in the business of denying myself the simple...”
– John Green (via loveyourchaos)
