October 2011
12 posts
Words with no meaning
Okay, seriously. I’m losing my mind. I can’t sleep. I can’t get one ounce of sleep. I’m fucking exhausted. And can’t sleep. I suddenly have a cough. Idk what’s wrong. But I can’t get to sleep at all.
So I failed my chem midterm. I’m failing the class. I got a low D on my math midterm. I’m not passing the class. I got a high D on my psych...
Oh my mother fuck I hate this feeling.
I’m failing every class. Every single one.
Tonight was terrible.
I can’t sleep.
Everything is falling apart.
She said you’re just a let down, another one of my mistakes.
Just out in the world, with no one to go home to.
Honestly, I don’t even know what I’m doing.
Life is messy.
I feel that I’m about to hurt. Which is something I tried to prevent, but failed at. I just couldn’t resist. And now reality sets in, and I can’t have you. Nothing has changed, although I wish it would. I couldn’t stand seeing someone else hold your hand. But I can’t be her. And eventually she...
Honestly, idk what’s wrong with me.
Something needs to change in this life.
I either need to have what I want, or know that I can’t have what I want and get my fuck it attitude back.
This in between thing isnt working.
I go to class. I hate my major.
On the weekends, I just want to sleep. Next to you.
And I can never be in between. I’m either in extreme reckless mode or...
its hard for me to have you but know you aren’t mine.
someone please tell me what to do with my life.
well,
fuck you too.
so i’m at the biggest fricken party school around, not wanting to party.
wtf happened to me.
honestly, i cannot find a group like our fssp group. no one clicks like we did, unfortunately.
and its not like we can keep that group, because you fucked up and hooked up with her, now you guys can’t hang out anymore, leaving me in the middle of you two balancing friendships, you joined a...
